+ Who am I? + + Name: Jaye Danker + Jaye & Jacqueline + Couple Name: Jaye & JacquelineCouple Nick: Dinosaur & Panda Date Met: 28th Jan 2004 Place Met: Our Working Place Started In Love: 3 Feb 2004 Date Of Propose: Not Yet Date Rejected: TOUCH WOOD Second Chance: Sure Pass I'm still waiting for her, it's going to be 3years already. We get to see each other daily as we meet and go work together and also off on the same day too.. We are now close like sisterz.. Yeah.. + Fr|eNdStEr L|NkS + + # JaYe (Me) # + OuR L|NkS + + ~ Dreamz Productions ~ + OtHeR L|NkS + + { FaCe-P|C } + mIrC + iRc nIcK : DinosaurReGuLaR ChAnNeL : @+#lesbian #Lesbians #lesbianlove + My CoMpAnY + Music Avenue RecordsFounder: Jaye Danker + Hint Me +
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eslynn invading ! ohh gord. she hasnt been updating for a LONG timee. hahahs. so im here to help daddy (= am i nice or am i nicee. okayy actually i dun know what to say lahhs. but she has been there for me no matter what. when im sad she will find millions of reason to cheer me up. hahahs. (= okay i want to eat my dinner now. peeps out there take care yahs (= lovee ya daddy!
-runs awayy- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, October 30, 2004.
JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, July 27, 2004.
Nothing to say also.. But just drop by to blog awhile loh.. Anyway, i'm working now so i can't blog much.. She's back 1 week le.. And tomorrow is dad's de death 4 weeks le..
Well, life been up and down.. Think too much also no use.. Haha.. But ok la.. Been busy till no time to meet anyone.. Most of my off day i spend with her also even though me and her see each other daily at work but still we go out.. Well, Should talk less about love life here ba.. Yap.. Haha.. Anyway, i think some people is very stupid.. They only know that we don't know anything and etc.. They only think they are right where they are wrong.. Still can mix love and like.. Treat Like as LOVE and treat LOVE as LIKE!! PEOPLE ARE REALLY STUPID THAT THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S TRUE LOVE!! WHAT LOVE IS ABOUT!! THEY ARE ALL I CAN DISCRIBE WITH A WORD... CHILDISH!!!! Damn disgrace man.. Still can lie till like drama like that.. Think they really good in love.. They only want the feeling and name of ATTACHED!! I am really disappointed of what they done.. I hate people who lies.. But this is all nothing to do with me but then they hurt my very best brother.. I feel hurt too.. I really don't understand loh.. If you don't wanna let people know then don't say loh if people ask u say tell u when it's the time to let u know lo.. Why must lie leh.. Don't wanna let people know also don't need to lie what.. If like that happen le who gonna trust u right?? Well, if u wanna be nice make sure u friend reading my blog don't learn those people k?? No good de.. U will hurt people even more de ya? Think if u were the person how will u feel right? Now i only worry for my brother.. My dearest brother.. Haiz.. Whatever it happen i will alway's state the truth so friend's here reading please don't learn how to lie and hurt people k?? If anything juz say tell u when it's the time or maybe juz say something which is not hurting people k? If u wanna know how or need my advise u can alway's look for me for help and advise de.. Yap.. If u guy's out there need advise, listening ear and etc, u can alway's look forward to me and i'll be there.. Ok?? Hehe.. Take Care ya?? ->KongLong ("v") XiongMao<- No matter how lonely u are, i will alway's be there.. No matter how sad u are, i'll cheer u up... No matter how much u cry, i will lent u my shoulder.. No matter how angry u are, i will let u bite.. No matter how much love u want, I WILL GIVE U ALL MY LOVE!! Becoz the key of opening my heart is already in ur hand.. No matter how hard it is, I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING U!! Becoz my heart is with u all the time... No matter where u are, Who u are & How u look.... U ARE THE ONE AND ONLY I LOVE FROM THE DAY IT STARTED!! I don't mind ur past and all i wanna let u know is "TRUE LOVE MEANs NEVER GIVE UP"!! ->Jaye ("v") Jacqueline<- JaYe caught a falling star on Friday, June 25, 2004.
14 June 2004 -> 3rd day from 12 June 2004
Jacqueline on leave from; 12 June 2004 to 18 June 2004 She went on leave holiday back to Penang to see her family and go Hong Kong for her hairdressing competition with her last time working friend.. She went back after work on friday(11 June 2004) nite.. She was rushing for her 9.30pm bus.. I pei her walk go out and wait for bus go home take her thing.. So miss her now.. Friday nite she reach JB le she sms her using her malaysia line hp 2 times asking me reach home le ma and ask me to remember to eat n etc.. Hehe.. Den sat morning she reach her home at Penang le she sms me good morning and say she reach home le.. She also know i am very worry.. Hehe.. Know what?? My important item that i need everyday when i'm travelling to work and off work de item is travelling around the world with her man.. See my item so xin fu where she don even bring me along wor.. Haha.. My diseman, Cd, HP and etc is with her lo. Haha.. My collouge de Digital-cam also with her wor.. Haha.. So many nice thing happening before she leave also.. Hehe.. I ask her that she must be MingJiang(her coll aka my Shifu) de baobei le.. Den she ask why den i tell her coz he from China so what animal should she be and that's her favourite animal.. Know what she say?? She say she like KongLong the most where she like panda actually.. KongLong is the name she alway's calling me de.. No matter at public place or our working place or on the phone she will surely scream my name KongLong.. I told her that she must miss me when she is at HongKong.. If she forget me the god will sms me say she don't miss me and i will be suffering here without her... Hehe.. She alway's say that i am the person she dote a lots and zhui xi huan de ren.. Hehe.. But whenever she think of me about something and etc i will appear infront of her de.. Hehe.. At work most of the time i alway's go over to her work place as her work place beside my shop only.. Like when i think of her she will sms me n etc de also.. We are really like a worm loh.. Like she alway's say i'm just like the worm stick hard hard in her heart n mind loh coz whenever she sad, cry, stress and etc i also say correct and i know what she thinking don't need her to say out i also can say out.. Just like i alway's know whats happening and she can't hide as she hide i will take less than 1 min to make her say everything out.. She will tell me everything no matter what de.. And i'm the only person she tell me everything and share with me.. She care and worry alot for me also.. Everyday she reach home after work she will sms tell me she reach home le and ask where am i and etc asking me to eat and etc.. Remember last monday i was sick having flu and fever she worry like mad keep on coming over to my work place every 5-15mins to check and see me.. Give me medicine also.. My doctor... Haha.. Then she was touch that i travel around very far to buy her medicine and etc when she is sick for 1 month and still i'm rushing from dad de hospital to Woodland and all over.. Remember that nite my dad past away i gave her a call in the middle of the nite at 1am+ and she was sleeping where the next day she gonna work still she rush down from Woodland to Jln Tan Tock Seng de Dover Park Hospice where my dad is staying that time to pei me till 5am loh.. We went supper at Belestiar where Doreamon(YiBin.. My Youngest aunt de class mate) drive us there den after supper we both walk from there to Dover Park Hospice and it takes us 1hr+ to reach loh coz we walk very slow together and chat a lot.. Honestly until now my dad die since 30 May 2004 till now got 2 weeks le i don't feel my dad is away far from me.. I just feel that dad's is around us at somewhere like he is working and havent off work to see us like that.. Sometimes i can't accept his death.. I keep remember the moment he die beside me.. Lying on the bed beside me at the Dover Park Hospice.. Where his eyes was open and mouth was close tide for the whole day but at nite that time he die that time his eyes is open and his mouth was open lo.. Den his breath is normal as he breath awhile and stop for maybe 20-35sec den and when he die is quite long and i thought it was normal so i went to the other toilet outside at the counter there de den reach the toilet i don't feel like going anymore den i walk back but to his old bed room the piano there and seat at the sofa there where there's 2 nurse seating there too but after awhile i saw the 2 nurse when n took something n changing trolley and i thought they changing dad's de pamper but after that i saw them taking the check eye de light den i slowly started to walk forward to dad de private single de bed room and see mum and dad de youngest sister(my aunt aka MuiLan) and mum's is crying where i ask her what happening and she say DAD IS GONE and i feel even more cool and i'm biting my own teeth and i feel numb and softed no strang to stand at all.. No Tears till when i started to call Jacqueline.. My heart was broken as i can't believe where my dad gone to and how can i lost a dad where i am only 16 and dad is only 48.. It's EVERYTHING TOO YOUNG!! But after awhile i am like erm.. Donno what's going on also.. During funeral, everyone is around and etc.. Helping around too.. That's how dad de younger brothers and sister doing.. Dad is their eldest brother.. ShengQiang(Tarz Music member aka my good friend), YanLing and JingQing And YanLing Monther also came.. Jason was there too.. Jason accompany me till the next day morning.. Funeral was only 3 days nia.. 2nd day nite got lots of ganster there too pray and give respect to him.. Got uncle de gang, dad cousin de gang and dad's gang.. All calling dad LAODA(Chef)... I was shock that how come dad is involve that i finally know why i am alway's protected by everyone.. Dad's is everyone's hero.. Uncle and other family memeber told me how dad suffer and why he is the hero to them.. When he operate cut his right leg 5years ago when he rocover he insist to go work and 2 years later he went operation and cut his left leg and have no more leg but only fake leg still he insist to go work too.. 365 days working even it's Chinese New Year.. Without leg travelling from Tampines to Woodlands to work.. Just to help people, friends, relative and family.. This is why everyone calling dad a hero.. Dad suffered too much when he is alive.. And now he rest in peace and relax le ba.. Dad is our HERO!! Countdown for Jacqueline returning from HongKong to Penang(her home) then back to Singapore in 4 days time on 19 June 2004 to work on that day too.. Rush to her.. She must be very tired de.. Well, i miss her... Missing her a lots and missing her lying on my hand and shoulder.. MUACKZ!! I'm gonna be in the dead meat le when she's back where the 1st week she's back de wed is our off day she gonna bring me go see doctor do a full body check up as she suspect that i kenna my dad de sickness DIABETES!! Do you know i miss u alot?? Sure u know rite?? Yeah.. Everyone know's it too wor.. WO AI NI!! WO AI NI!! WO AI NI!! WO HAO AI NI!! AI SI NI!! MAUCKZ!! Will be waiting for u to come back.. I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR U!! I've been missing u, with all the reason.. Loving u is the biggest part of my life where i can only say I LOVE U!! Will u give me a hug after missing u so many days?? My hair long liao wor.. Too bad can't cut rite coz dad haven't die 100 days.. I keep long u also happy de la.. Well even u don't let be bind i still can't be ACTIVE wor.. Haha.. I WILL LISTEN TO U BUT DON"T ASK ME TURN STRIGHT IN FUTURE OK?? Hehehe.. I know u won't.. Rite?? Hehe.. -> 4 Days <- ~Should stop blogging here now!! Am working now.. Hehe.. Back to work but no customer.. So sad.. Well, i won't be in irc as i don't download it in my work place pc.. Wait kenna virus aunt and uncle will kill me de.. I hardly go back to Toa Payoh house so din online at home.. Anything fine me in friendster or msn ok?? Hehe... Bye.. Blog tomorrow if i'm free.. okok??~ JaYe caught a falling star on Monday, June 14, 2004.
Working now.. Been long time never blog le.. Read the letter JOYCE write for me just now.. Jacqueline read it too.. i read it after she read.. The letter was written since 7/11/2003.. Really sad and down.. Don't know what's wrong with me too.. But i really love Jacqueline now.. Really do a lot more than i LOVE those witches in the past.. I really don't know what to do loh.. Feel like crying now but i can't do it as she is working next to me and she alway's coming over to my place de.. She knocking off work soon le.. Yesterday she off but we sms the whole day.. She sms me 1st de den at nite we chat on the phone after she finish work till mid night 1.10am loh.. this morning she give me morning call also.. So sweet of her where i already bath come out le and she's still dizzing in bed wanna sleep again then when i'm going out to work meeting her before work to go work together... I MISS HER.. I LOVE HER.. I LOVE JACQUELINE!! I DO!! I DO!! I DO!! I DO!!! I LOVE U PANDA.. Remember of her smile and cuteness she alway's giving me.. It's alway's lighting up my day and hope it will be with me till the end of our life.. She is really the person who i love now.. She is cute.. She do my hair for me too.. That is why my hairstyle is alway's cool commanded by lots of people..
Really wish that there's a day realy for us to say I DO I DO I DO I DO!!! I LOVE U, JACQUELINE!! YOU'RE MY ANGEL YOU'RE MY LIFE!! WITHOUT U I WON'T BE WHO I AM TODAY!! I LOVE U!! I REALLY DO!! WILL WE BE THE EVERLASTING COUPLE?? WILL U GIVE ME A CHANCE?? WILL U LOVE ME?? WILL U BE MY EVERYTHING THAT I WANT IN MY LIFE?? JaYe caught a falling star on Thursday, May 13, 2004.
Been long time never blog le.. How have ya been wor?? I'm busy with work no time online to blog.. Just read my blog just now and almost cried.. No use crying also.. All gone le right.. At least i have Jacqueline now where she don't know i like her but at least she treat me eve more better than Daisy do right?? She understand me and alway's there for me.. Alway's with me too.. By my side.. Console me every morning before work when we are together.. Know how she touch my heart?? She really touch by her.. Really love her more than i love Daisy loh.. She change my life and brighten up my life loh.. She talk to me about lots of things loh.. Unlike Daisy like that.. Jacqueline is patient, caring and etc.. Alway's wanna give her up but she give me lopts of hope.. She brighten up my life and cheer me up whenever i'm down loh.. Do Daisy done this to me before?? nope loh.. There's other things Jacq make me fall for her loh.. Realy lots loh but this is a secret where i don't wanna say.. Our life is really confuse also..
don't wanna blog le.. blog other day.. okok?? miss ya all ok?? bye.. JaYe caught a falling star on Sunday, April 18, 2004.
Yo!! Long time never blog le.. Been busy working from morning 10am to 9.30pm then off work long working hour and very tired after work so didn't blog.. Just come back from work spent 15mins blogging to update about me.. Yap.. Got to go soon.. Blog some other day.. That day i off i am also busy till no time online also.. Sadz hor??
-= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, February 14, 2004.
First day work today.. Quite fun.. Having the whole day great with Candy.. Well she is our salesgirl for very long time liao.. But total earning for today only $75 only sia.. Gonna get kill tomorrow le.. Slacking for the whole day with music also.. Haha.. Baobei called me and talk for awhile also..
Anyway, wanna go and eat le sleep liao.. Tomorrow gonna wake up early and meet someone for breakfast and then go work.. ~Good Nite~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Wednesday, January 28, 2004.
Happy Chinese New Year!!
I just got home nia.. Anyway found my job as Optician le.. Tomorrow working liao... Gonna go rest now.. Anyway went movie with BaoBei on Friday.. Many thing happen but not gonna blog as i am very tired now.. ~Nitez~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, January 27, 2004.
Wake up and went in online for a little while and check my e-mail and etc then went and shower and prepare out to Tampines.. Very tired today.. Bought a shoe at Tampines house there.. Stay at shop and look after the shop till 8pm then go Bedok with mum and aunt to collect mum's cloths and went Samuel & Kelvin buy jeans then went to NTUC and buy some stuff that mum needed for tomorrow dinner.. I alone carry like mad and the 2 old ladies walk behind me.. Book Merc cab back to Tampines loh.. Will calling the cab i went and buy MD-disc blank want to record new song's and nice song's in so that i wont be bored during new year went i got nothing to do and will be at Tampines house for few days that i can't online.. So sian loh..
Bring the new maid around and buy dinner for her while buying dad's dinner together with my new maid.. Her name damn funny loh.. Haha.. MuJe loh.. Laught like mad.. Toopid salesman work half way sing Xiao Wei for her and say she is MuJi(Hen(MuJe)) and he is GongJi(Chicken) le loh.. Make me mad of laughing at him loh.. Somw more he joke and play for the whole day with me and irritate me loh.. Saw Kelvin(Fusion salon my permenant HairStylist) and he look at my hair and say i look cool on my hair today and how i manage to do it and i told him i didn't use Wax anymore now i change to use Clay to style my hair and it is better and easier to style.. He also get his hair cut liao.. Look better also and look cute.. Haha.. Haiz... So miss Baobei loh.. Haiz.. Saw my toopid ex loh... She walk pass me and hugz me.. She say long time never see le and i lost weight le.. Kaoz.. Like she so clever like that sia.. Haiz.. Heck care her liao she mad want.. I'm blind to accept her in the past.. Haiz.. Don't say le later you all and me puke also.. Bought a PC game call "Grand Theft Auto - Vice City".. Download half way the disc 2 can't download coz the thing having error ba.. Tomorrow then go down and change loh.. Am downloading music into MD now while blogging.. So sian loh.. New Year, that i got nothing to do and being sad.. Last year also.. Last year been dump by Jolene and this year is confuse and drag on r/s by Baobei.. Almost the same as last year by then not that worse that i lost her.. Haiz.. Really scare that i lost her.. Truely Madly Deeply... It's TRUE!! Haiz.. Let talk about my life and wish ba.. New Year is around liao.. 2 days more to come.. Don't know what will happen and what's my luck.. Life is alway's like this complicated with lots of thing's that we never know what will happen next.. Treasure what we have and what we can now before you will regret.. Don't be like me like that alway's end up hurt and crazy.. Alway's cry and etc.. This year ahead, just wish you all Happy Chinese New Year.. You all must really take care.. You will never know i will be gone in not where and no time.. Will never know i will be return to the place i belong.. I don't wish people by my side to be like me like that.. That's really bad and sad.. My wish is that hope this year i am doing much more better than my past and won't be repeated life like the past.. Hope i can start a new life soon.. Even if i'm with Baobei or without her.. Trying to be a simple and command person that have nice life and cool and also relaxing with cheers life without sadness.. Don't wanna be like the past doing as an artist life but alway's hurt and stressed and having depression all the time.. And hope that i can spend my first and maybe my last Valentine with Baobei and spend together with her on my Birthday.. Wondering will this all come true?? Haiz.. *Tears drops out of my eyes * ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i hope you will enjoy and have your nice New Year.. All the best on whatever you doing and etc.. No matter what, I will be there for you.. Coz I AM THE ONE WHO ONLY LOVE YOU AND BE THERE FOR YOU ALL THE TIME!!! I LOVE YOU!! Please don't leave me!! I can't take the pain and see you gone.. I really love you like mad.. Truely Madly Deeply in love with YOU!! I MISS YOU!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Blog again ba.. Very tired liao and wanna concerntrate on Downloading the song's.. Gonna wait till 4+ 5am like that then can finish and continue tomorrow when i wake up.. Coz i can't still anymore.. Really damn sleepy and tired.. Didn't rest well and sleep properly also...~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, January 20, 2004.
Wake up late this morning.. Haha.. Damn suay no cab and late somemore for the whole day loh.. Took cab to Woodland to fetch Granny to Toa Payoh and see doctor and go new house at Toa Payoh Lor.5 and then bring granny go and eat.. After that sent her back to Woodland and pei her go market at 4+ awhile then i went causeway Point to Nokia shop to service my HP then they say must wait till after new year then can collect then and my battery got problem then the girl change 1 new battery for me.. Haha.. No bad le la.. Wanna get new HP soon.. Maybe will trade in my hp ba.. Haiz.. Wait got money then say ba.. Melodyn-Dear wanna change together with me also coz we say liao le change together in around March..
Bought clay from Watson then took MRT back to Toa Payoh home loh and very tired coz come home liao eat abit of rice then start backing my table and clear all the dust also.. Pack from 7+ till 10+.. Feel depress on something and IceMan-Kor really my worm that he come and find me and tell me and talk to me about my thing that i'm sad and cry with.. Haiz.. Really cried like mad loh.. Haiz.. After that, Dear called me and chat awhile then she go sleep liao coz tomorrow she gonna go work de.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i don't know what you thinking and what you want... I am very confuse... Just here now again to say I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Sleepy le.. Cut short to blog also,, Damn tired.. Wanna wait for 20mins more to off the charger coz new battery need to be charge at least 8 hours..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Monday, January 19, 2004.
Sleep at 4+ last nite and wake up at 11am.. So shiock loh.. Di house really shuang loh.. Haha.. Like hotel like that also loh.. Haha..
Lack on the sofa awhile and Di ask me go wash up and go breakfast but i play till almost 12pm then go and wash up.. After wash up Di vacuume the house and i play her computer and then she watch tv awhile then 12+ like that then we went out and have our breakfast cum lunch loh.. Hehe.. She asked me can ask Baobei be her Jie not.. Haha.. Then she use my another line to sms Baobei and ask for her msn.. Haha.. Erm ok lah.. Having a great meal with Di eating western food again.. Haha.. After meal then we walk to my house there and change small change with Uncle4 and then bring her to my neighbour salon and trim her flinch coz we both paiseh don't dare go back to Ally and ask her trim again.. Haha.. Di loh also scare Ally say her mafan.. Haha.. After that pei Di walk home and her mum at home liao then she help me get my cloths and i go back to shop and find mum they all and spend the rest of my day at shop.. Help mum, Johnny(Our salesman) and neighbour barber uncle buy 4-D.. Aunty4 ask me pei her go prime mart and buy thing then i go with her then help her carry then pei her, she go back to shop liao then i decided ask her to drive home all her thing so that at night close shop liao she don't need be soo busy then she drive me along to her house also then Uncle3 they all also come her house coz uncle3 buy food for Ah Loong, Roy and TuanTuan(Mark) my 3 hero cousin to eat then after awhile the furniture is delivered and we all help out loh.. After that, play PS-2 with Ah Loong and RuiXiang(My little nephew) till 6+ liao then aunt and me go back to shop.. Help out at the shop there also... Then at 8pm like that i go off take cab back to Toa Payoh home loh.. Then rest loh.. Wah Lau the little Lobster from my fish tank lost MIA till now then i found at the kitchen after MIA for months at the whole house.. I kenna scare don't know what thing and i on the light and i kenna shock loh.. Then rest awhile then go and bath.. Dig out my hp warranty card coz gonna take my hp go and repair and the batt also.. Haiz.. Many problem also.. On the phone with Isa-Piggy.. She make me puke loh keep saying me CUTE.. Lolx.. Haha.. Lame la.. Joking la.. She also another big joker... Just hang up the phone with Melodyn-DearDear.. Gonna sleep le.. Tomorrow gonna bring Ah Ma go see doctor.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, School opening le.. Hope you will be fine and all go on smoothly on your studies and don't be too stress also.. No matter what, i will support you.. I will be there whenever you need me, no matter where, when, anytime anywhere 24hours i'll be there for you.. I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Nightz~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Sunday, January 18, 2004.
Went to Hyuk-Di and ton.. Hehe.. Something like what she said.. Babysit her.. Haha..
Wake up and online then Hyuk-Di ask me got go back Tampines house tonight not then i told her don't know coz she wanna ask me out pei her for dinner then i told her ok loh i go loh then after that we was like talking about ton at her house and she say ok and ask me go over ASAP. Haha.. She so excited sia.. Haha.. Drop off the cab at Di house there the bus-stop and walk with Di to Fusion and trim her flinch.. Then went to supermarket buy crabs and etc then went back to Di house and rest awhile playing IRC and then start cooking and start our kitchen show.. Di cook dessert's and i cook the foods.. Haha.. And i am in charge of chopping and kill the crabs.. Was quarreling with the crab while killing coz the crab keep moving everywhere and Di was laughing at me and say I'm mad.. Haha.. Killing the crab half way Di heard my HP ring got 2 missed call which is Baobei call de and then the 3rd time then we heard it.. Then Di was like holding my phone till i fedup i ask her use speakerphone for me to talk to Baobei coz can't balance and can't really hear her.. Baobei call me is coz i called her earlier and she's working and i forget she's working.. Then she ask me call her for then i ask her if she still angry then she say of coz la then i keep on begging her and apologize to her till she forgive me.. Was very happy that she already forgive me and ask me not to do it again.. And i say ok.. She say next time anything go to her and ask her.. And she say i should know her well that she will only hang out with her regular friend and she know who she should hang and who she shouldn't hang with.. And etc loh.. Then after she forgiven me, we chatted on the phone for awhile and Di say hi to her and join me and Baobei talk awhile. Keke.. So cute loh.. Then she ask me why Di can hear her and i told her I'm using speaker phone to talk to her coz i am killing and washing the crab to prepare Black pepper Crab spaghetti for dinner at Di house and she say she want to eat ask me DaBao go Music Underground at Orchard for her to eat.. Haha.. I say ok no problem she say i crazy so far.. Haha.. I told her i don't mind if she want to eat.. She was laughing on the phone and Di told her also that if it's her she will also send over.. So cute loh this Di.. Haha.. Then we talk on the phone for awhile then hang.. I was like erm so happy loh... After we hang up, me and Di continue doing what we were doing.. And this sweet and nice Di of mine get me green tea and feed me drink loh coz my both hand is dirty and wet fill with smell of un-cooked crabs.. Haha.. Di really treat me very nice too. Erm after that i start cooking and she help me beside me.. Erm was like i cook the Black pepper sauce le i dump all the crab into the cooker and cook then i went to the computer there and start chatting in IRC with everyone coz we using the steamboat cooker to cook coz Di house run out of gas.. We added lots of black pepper inside loh where we both loves pepper a lots.. Haha. That's brother having same taste eating.. Haha.. After the crab is done then i put the mushroom and spaghetti into the sauce and cook again and then serve it on the table.. Haha.. Was like I'm a big cook loh.. Haha.. Start eating that time Di phone keep ringing and many sms loh.. Told Di to stop but also ring.. Haha.. Naru-Jie called and sms Di also then talk on the phone while eating also.. And it took us to finish our food almost 2 hours loh.. Haha.. Then Di can't finish her Spaghetti and i help her to pill out the meat and put at her bowl and she can eat it later coz she say she wanna keep for later and eat then Di went shower first while i am still eating and then i clear up and clean the table wash the items and wash the basing.. So fun helping Di to do cleaning at her house.. Really enjoy a lots loh.. After Di bath le i went and bath.. Di prepared lots of things for me to use also.. Help me to wash my white shirt also.. So nice of her.. After shower, we wanted to watch tv but no show and it's boring then we decided to walk over to my house and get some funny vcd show and watch loh and went and buy 2 bottles of breezer and some tidbits then went back to Di house and relax loh.. Haha.. Watch the show eating tidbits, drinking Breezer and deserts.. Haha.. Di face got very red after drinking loh.. I was laughing at her loh.. After the show finish awhile later she went and sleep le coz she say she feel tired le.. Then i continue online loh.. Then Jason-Kor talk to me and she call me and talk to me over the phone coz i seems really sad and lost and i talk till i cry loh.. Coz i really love Baobei a lots and i can't lost her loh.. Really scare.. Haiz.. But then after awhile Calvin called in and wanna chat with me then i entertain her loh coz she is my buddy also.. Then we conference and talk loh coz my batt on Di HP and i use Di batt and talk on the phone till i scare conference must pay so i hang and they both continue talking and i go to bed le.. Haiz.. SMS Baobei before i sleep and ask her to sms me when she's home but she didn't reply me att all also.. Haiz.. I don't know if she is trying to avoid me again is it?? Haiz.. *Tears Coming Out* ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, thanks for forgiving me.. I really scare that you will avoid me and leave me.. I don't wanna lost you loh.. I know i type here you can't read coz you don't know my blog but i hope this will appear in your mind and heart.. I really love you and i don't wanna lost you loh... I scare you won't chose me as i really wanna be with you and love you.. Be with you for he rest of our life.. I LOVE YOU!! DON'T GO!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna continue blogging for Sunday..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, January 17, 2004.
Meet Jason-Kor and Hyuk-Di today pei Di go and cut hair at Fusion and meet Di de stead...
Before meeting they both i went house level 4 and meet XiangTing as i wasn't know that she staying same blk with me.. So qiao hor?? Keke.. Went Tampines Mall after Di cut her hair and i bought a CK-Crave perfume.. Then went to Orchard Lucky Plaza and look for Melodyn(Dear), waited for 2 hours and she is still busy then we all decided to go off.. Then Meet Isa-Mei my dearest little PIGGY... After that went to Cineleisure meet Jo-ErZi.. Wow.. Wasn't know Calvin and SuEn-Jie was there also. L.A was there also loh.. Many people so nice.. Having fun while passing the time to go Monks.. Talk and seat outside till 9.15pm then we go off.. I took MRT to Raffles Place with Travis and her stead Kim to meet Baobei.. When reach there Baobei told me she still at Novena eating with her friend's then i told her never mind i will wait for her but in the end Pat-Jie called and i went and meet her at the MRT station then going to Monks first but Baobei sms me in the end and ask me go to Novena United Square there and fetch her go Monks together.. Went to United Square and fetch her and went to Monks together.. Went Monks awhile nia.. Then send Baobei off.. Erm really saw many people at Monks.. Joe-Kor also there calling me when i am sending Baobei off... So happy loh.. Chat a lots with Baobei.. Hold her hand again and hugs with her.. Chatting with her. Erm she say i treat her very nice.. I told her if i don't treat her nice who else will do more than i do.. Talk a lots loh.. Can't get cab in the end we both walk one big round then we took bus to Orchard.. In the bus she lie down on my shoulder and put on her make up loh.. Also chatting along the way loh.. When we reach Orchard and she ask me that me and Jeff treats her very nice.. How.. Then i also don't know how to answer loh.. Then i told her some rubbish and she laughs and i reply her that i also don't know just i am sure i am the only one who love her more than anyone do in this world.. And i disturb her that i don't care her liao then she hold my hand harder don't let go.. Really happy loh.. Then we took cab to the place she wanna go at Cine there.. While in cab still we talking about this and i told her she is lucky and i promise her to buy her the gold colour The Lord Of The Ring de ring for her and she say don't wanna me spend money.. Haiz.. She is very nice to me lo.. She was lying down on my leg and i hug her and kiss her head... Then when reach the place i hugz and talk to her and she promise me to sms me when she is home and i told her that if she don't sms me i don't sleep.. Then she say if i don't sleep then she rather don't sms me le she don't care le. Bargain loh like market like that then in the end i lose her and i let her win loh.. Baobei gave me Jeff number and etc.. Haiz.. Then after that, Jason-Kor took cab and fetch me lobang and share cab home together and pass my back my perfume.. When at home i sms Baobei and Jeff.. After awhile Jeff call me and told me Baobei is drunk and something is happening then he is worry that she is drunk.. What a useless person i am that Jeff is there for her in the end and i'm not.. Haiz.. Maybe i am really not fit to be her stead ba.. Haiz.. I made her angry and pissed at me also loh.. Coz Jeff ask me who she is with so i said kenny and i ask Claire and Claire told me that it's a danger person and i am too worry then i called Jeff and told Jeff just in case that anything happen and in the end the thing become so complicated.. That Baobei call me and scolded me very fierce loh.. That saying i'm making the thing big and spoiling her mood.. Haiz.. I didn't loh.. She warn me to call Jeff to apologise and if not she will not forgive me and won't talk to me anymore.. Haiz.. Why loh.. Things like that happening loh.. Thing's getting better le now coz of this thing i become like gonna have no more hope le.. Haiz.. After that Jeff told me never mind that it's alright coz i'm doing this is inform and worrying and caring about her.. I did nothing wrong he said.. Haiz.. Really don't know how loh.. After that she never reply me le.. Haiz.. Jeff called me for some chat and i asked him that he like Baobei isit and he say yes and he knows i like Baobei also loh.. Haiz.. Now i am having more hard time to win Baobei le loh.. He told Baobei that he like her also loh and Baobei did the same to him also no answer for the thing.. He sms me in the end at 4am saying that Baobei is ok le.. Then after awhile i reply him le he didn't reply me then i called Baobei hp and it's he answer want loh.. Haiz.. I think he is at her house loh.. What the hell loh.. What is he doing at her house loh.. I really don't know what to do and what to say loh.. I don't dare to ask so muck also loh.. Haiz.. *Cries* ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i really don't know loh.. I didn't do it in purpose also loh.. Please forgive me and don't avoid me loh.. We finally can be back like this and now coz of this things affects us.. Please.. I really don't wanna lost you loh.. Coz I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOTS loh.. Very deeply in love with you loh.. Jeff don't know you long loh, so what he treats you nice loh.. Did he done more than i done for you? Did he love you more than i do? He is controling you on drinking loh, i know it's concern but he is doing it too much loh.. And i didn't loh.. This means in future he will control you loh and i won't loh... I know it's normal but he is doing it too much loh, even he is concern loh.. But sometimes you need your own freedom loh.. Not totally kenna controled by him loh.. Think loh.. Who love you most and who care for you most and etc loh.. The decision is on you not us loh.. BU TI WILL NEVER GIVE YOU UP!!! COZ I REALLY LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!! I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!! I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Sick and tired.. Gonna go and rest le.. Will be waiting for her calls.. And her sms.. I will never rest in peace if she don't forgive me..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Friday, January 16, 2004.
Wake up early the morning to pei dad go hospital see doctor.. See doctor till 6+ loh.. Damn pissed and fan loh coz i'm really tired loh.. Sms Baobei to ask her go chiong and she said ok and see me there loh.. Hehe.. Very happy loh.. Ask her to play till closing then she say see first and ask me that did i take good care of myself and etc.. Really happy that she reply my sms and etc care and chat with me loh.. She long time never like this le loh..
Can fly high up to the sky loh.. Hehehe.. Sms Jason-Kor and etc loh.. Then ask Kor out she say ok. Hehe.. I told dad they all say i'm going BBQ and etc.. Many more to say but i lazy to blog coz on the phone with Jason-Kor and Melodyn(Dear)... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, woohoo.... I MISS YOU... Hehe.. So happy loh.. Thanks Baobei.. See you soon.. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna continue to talk to Dear(Fake Dear aka Melodyn) and Jason-Kor..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Thursday, January 15, 2004.
Went back to Tampines house and meet AiAi and Pat-Jie..
Went dinner together and meet one of AiAi friend name call Eunice.. That siao cha bor damn funny.. Went Mac will that siao cha bor meet a guy then i ask AiAi and Jie pei me go Tampines Centre and pay my phone bill coz my HP line has been Barred for outgoing and sms.. Then after that we took cab back to my house area wait for Eunice, then i decided to cut my hair.. Hehe. Mum want me cut my hair also coz y flinch too long make my pimple keep popping out... Stay at Tampines house.. Tried to cut short this blog coz very busy.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, I MISS YOU!!! Wondering what ya doing now a day's... Miss you like crazy.. Hope to see you soon.. I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna Busy liao..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Wednesday, January 14, 2004.
Confused day for me... Haiz.. Gonna get mad soon..
Lily was my last time work office de share office de other company Gate World Enterprise de sales manager.. She just give birth baby can't work so she need help urgently, so she ask me to help her go to Best Way to collect all their stocks coz Best Way had close down bankrupt le.. So without any words i straight away say ok i help her.. Well, as i alway's say no harm helping people when people need help.. She say she wanna give me pay but i said never mind.. I am wiling to help friends and i will alway's be there to help.. Run all about sia.. Quite tired but had fun.. Well, only i'm doing it alone loh.. I gonna carry and pack and check and do everything all by myself alone.. Tired but i enjoy it.. No regret helping them.. Don't reject people if people asking you for help.. No matter you are lazy or what as long as you are free give them help.. No harm at all.. After running all about, i took MRT back home.. So fun.. Jace sms chat with me.. She's a nice friend also.. Don't know her long but then she really caring and care for me but then she sms reply is very slow.. Keke.. So bad hor me?? Erm.. So sweet loh.. Saw her sms early morning but didn't reply till i wake up seating in front of my computer then reply her.. Thanks Jace for sms me daily.. She is really a nice friend she will alway's ask about have i eaten, remind to to eat, care for me, cheer me up where she know what happen to me and etc.. Really sweet.. Too bad i only love Baobei if not i would have consider her.. Keke.. Joking.. Just normal friend la, i never think till so far.. Haha.. Later i scare her away ar.. Haha.. LAME LAME LAME JAYE!!! Took a nap and when to shower... Chattered with Jo-ErZi online whole day.. Erm explain to her and told her how i fell towards Baobei. I don't expect anything or what.. Just wanna let Jo know how i feel loh.. I really can't bear the part of pain of losing Baobei.. Coz i really love her loh.. Say till i cry.. Cried for the whole night.. TIll now also.. Haiz.. Really can't afford to lost Baobei.. Really don't know how.. It remind me of many of the memories that Baobei given me loh.. Really miss those days loh.. But glad that Jo didn't disagree me to jio Baobei.. Jo just got no command coz she said that up to me.. And up to Baobei de decision.. Haiz.. I think also that Baobei will never accept me ba.. Think i also.. Haiz.. Also don't what to do la..But i will continue love her and wait for her.. Talk on the phone with NuaKia(WeiSong) about AiAi(Claire[TuMei]), coz she been very sad about their things.. I also care for them.. And after that talk with AiAi on the phone awhile... Today i really telling out what i feel and thinking out to everyone and how i treat friends as and etc.. Coz everyone thought that i don't care only care for myself and Baobei but the fect is i care for everyone the same and of coz Baobei more loh.. I love everyone too.. Love, care and etc to all those people who really worth to be treated by me de loh.. It's fair but sometime it seems like i don't care but i do care loh and worry also loh.. Sometime i don't show out and sometimes i don't know what to do.. I am worry foe everyone de loh even for Pat-jie and AiAi and Dear(Carol) loh.. Everyone is treated fair loh and i'm not siding anyone coz i only states the truth loh.. So friends please understand how i feel.. Sometime what you all say like i don't care or etc it really hurts my feeling loh.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") BAOBEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't wanna lost you.. Really scare to lost you loh... Please stay by my side... I really don't know what to do without you loh.. Please... I REALLY LOVE YOU... DON'T LEAVE ME CAN?? ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna rest le.. Very tired liao.. Sick again.. 3 Weeks le loh.. Haiz.. Love sick for 2 months le.. Haiz.. NITEZ!!~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, January 13, 2004.
Haiz.. Don't know what mood i'm having too.. Haiz.. Was on the phone with Kazaf and Jason-Kor conference after that we pretend tired hang then me and Jason-Kor talk again where Kor call in my hp.. Kor told me Baobei told her that she don't wanna see me and son't wanna talk to me on 5th Dec 2003 after i propose to her send her to MRT station to meet her friend.. Haiz.. Damn Hurt sia.. Haiz.. Don't know why this thing happen again loh...
Finally, Jo-ErZi forgive me.. She calling me DADDY again in my IRC channel.. So happy.. Chatted in PM window quite much too.. Erm.. Explain to her about me towards Baobei and tell her she misunderstand le coz me and Baobei not attach at all.. And she asked me that why won't i tell her that day.. Well, i told her not i don't wanna tell her, but is that she don't wanna listen to my explaination.. Finally evrything have been explained to Jo loh.. Coz i also don't wanna lost her as my, coz she is really a nice and great friend of mine too.. A nice person to chat to also... Thanks Jo-ErZi... I told Jo that Baobei is like avoiding me and she say she know.. I ask Jo she know why not and she told me that Baobei told her she don't like me.. Haiz.. Don't know is it true not also.. Not that i don't trust Jo.. I know Jo won't tel lies want coz she hate LIES.. Once you lie to her once she will start to hate you.. But is, i scare Baobei say this to Jo coz she don't Jo to be angry or etc.. Haiz.. I am really confuse and don't know what to do loh... *Cries with tear's out* I sms Baobei: "Honestly.. Don angry.. Wats on ya mind? Can tell me? Avoiding me 4 how long? Hope ya reply me.. I dont wanna hide this qus in my heart le.. Very xin ku.. Pls tell me..." And she replied: "Call you when i free... Dun think too much :) Take good care :)" What this means loh.. Giving me hope again? I really don't know what to do loh.. Really scare to lost her.. Coz i really love her like mad loh.. I also don't know what to do now.. Gonna get crazy loh... Remember a song that Hyuk-Di intro me de from N'SYNC - I Drive Myself Crazy... Haha.. Really driving myself crazy sia.. Haiz.. Bo bian la.. Now what i can do is to wait for her and her answer loh.. Nothing to blog le.. Spending my whole day at home so sian sia.. Haiz.. Gonna go and play games le.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei~~~~~~~~~ I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!! Hope you reply me soon ok?? Reply me what's on your mind, what you thinking and why you avoiding me... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Good Night~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Monday, January 12, 2004.
So sad and hurt.. Feeling down this feel days.. Just because of missing her and worry about her where she don't even wanna reply my sms..
What a boring day staying at home the whole day.. Lagging and doing some research and preparation for my birthday chalet.. Searching for some supprise and etc for Baobei also.. Writing down all cost and calculate how much and i need and how much i need to save up for her birthday, valentine day and my birthday.. Doing everything JUST FOR HER to be happy and feel warm and melt by me.. Trying to show her my sincerity, patient on her, love and etc... Watch Channel U on the Renci charity show.. Drop my tears.. Felt very touch.. Never every seen a useless bung like me right?? Cry for even not my problem... But indeed it's true.. If you were those elder's or poor people like them and suffering so much in their life and bearing the pain of the sickness.. It's really really hurtful.. Along my road of my life i've seen many of this as i'm a full-time volunteer at NKF, Spaces Community, Renci Hospital and etc.. I've gone through and seen all those trouble and pain and how they suffered.. Life is short where you never know what will happen the next second passing by in your life.. We already fight through so many seconds and finally reach the time as NOW.. Really.. You never know what will happen next.. You will never know how long you can live in this world.. Treasure your life and do more charity.. No matter who is the person or good or bad person.. Help them with your kind heart.. Don't be selfish.. We are born in the earth and what's for us here? We are here to help everyone around us.. Know why everytime i help people and in the end i earn nothing good back to me?? Well, helping someone don't mean u gonna be treated as good as u done.. It doesn't matter what you will get in the end.. I feel happy even i get treated badly when i help a person.. It really don't matter.. People around us also suffer de loh.. Not only us.. It's great and i feel great and happy whenever i helped someone.. I'm enjoying it.. It's great.. Will tell you more next time.. Gonna go rest early coz i'm sick again.. Think it's love sick ba... After telling everyone this.. Hope you all will support our volunteer group.. Tarz Music had form a volunteer community too.. Will give you guy's more details.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, are you really avoiding me?? I really wanna know how you feel about me and what are you thinking... Please let me know... I'm really hurt loh.. I'm afraid to lost you also loh... Please don't treat me like that.. I will do what end you want loh.. No matter what.. I WILL MELT YOUR HEART... Coz i really love you and wanna prove to you how much I LOVE YOU.. Will show you my LOVE, Heart, Sincerity, Patient and etc... I won't use bei bi shou duan to woo you de.. I will use my HEART and LOVE to show you.. No matter how hard, i will still try till i do it... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna rest and sleep liao...~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Sunday, January 11, 2004.
Last night can't really sleep well... As i sms her to sms me when she reach home.. Where i keep waiting for her reply.. Coz i'm really worry about her... And i woke up every 1-2hours and check my hp see have she reply my sms and have she reach home not but never.. This afternoon when i am totally awake i sms her again and till now she never reply my sms loh.. Am damn sad and disappointed loh.. She doesn't care for me again.. Treating me cool again.. I really don't wanna lost her loh.. Coz i really love her and i don't wanna lost her.. But i know sincerity will touch a person heart.. So i will wait and must be patien to touch her heart.. Patient and sincerity will touch a person heart..
I finally ask her that is it true that the romours made by Leon and Cheryl that Baobei after Leon before... And she say no.. She didn't... Woohoo.. But after that also got another worry again.. Haiz.. See loh.. Being not sleeping well and worrying this and that about her and also worry for her and her safety and health.. But i don't know do she know it not also.. Haiz.. When back to Toa PaYoh house at 5+ in the afternoon.. Drop off the cab at Toa PaYoh Centre to CD-Rama.. Bought Machi-DiDi(Andrew Chow) de album and saw Jay Chow de Shun Zao Zhou Jie Lun de EP album that Baobei wanted.. Will get the ring she wanted and the Ep for her once i got my money.. Been spending too much le.. Yesterday spend a lots also.. Till now broke.. Trying to save up for many things now loh.. Her birthday present, Valentine Day and my birthday chalet rental and usage on it want like cakes, food and etc.. Haiz.. Feel like calling off the chalet but i already plan and i don't wanna give out on my chalet plan... Haiz... No money liao.. Haiz.. Sad hor.. Don't know how to cheer up also.. Some more Nelson-Kor don't like me to die or cry for girls.. She don't like hum ji and no use useless people to be her brother loh.. Haiz.. So i must try.. But this doesn't mean i wanna give up on Baobei.. Coz i've already said before lots of time that NO MATTER WHAT'S HER ANSWER, I WILL LOVE HER!!! I will alway's love her.. I hate that Jeff to core sia.. Idiotic.. Sucks.. Argh.. Make me mad nia.. Shit him lah.. Trying to eat Baobei de dou fu sia.. What the hell loh.. I really don't know what to do loh coz i really love her and don't wanna lost her.. I change so much for her and done lots for her which what she want me to do and etc i already all done it liao le loh and also i never break my promise loh.. Even a very hard de thing to find and do de i also done it liao loh.. Haiz.. I really don know what to do sia.. Haiz.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i really don't know what to do to make you feel perfect and happy.. I already done and give you as much happiness as i can liao le loh.. I really don't know.. Can you please tell me what you are thinking, hiding, want and etc?? Please i beg you loh.. I really can't afford the pain and lost you anymore le loh.. Please.. I beg you.. Please tell me... Let me know if you are not happy with and i will change some more.. I really love you and i really don't wanna lost you loh.. I will try till i do it want loh.. No matter what you want and etc i will do but but not asking me to give up or lost you... NO MATTER WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME I WILL DO IT.. DON'T ASK ME GIVE UP OR FORGET YOU.... NO MATTER WHAT'S YOUR ANSWER, I WILL LOVE YOU!!! I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF THE WORLD!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna go and rest now.. Didn't really rest much... Didn't eat for 2 days le coz no appetite...~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, January 10, 2004.
9 Jan 2004 - Belated Blog!
Meeting Baobei at 4pm at Bugis MRT but in the end she change to 5pm then i have enough time so i went back to Tampines house awhile to get money from dad as he called me and ask me go and take money.. When i reach there i receive her sms that she can't meet me le coz she gonna attend his brother's school presentation so she meeting me later at night at SOS. And she say she will call me when it ends.. Was quite pissed and disappointed but then in the end i went Compass Point meet Pat-Jie pei me go shopping for new cloths and etc... Bought Baobei a shou lian and necklace total cost it $50.70.. The necklace is limited edition want.. We still got lots of time where we shop and lack at Compass Point till 9+ that we plan to.. But when at HangTen buy cloths that time where it at 8.25pm le and i saw her miss call 2 times and i call back and she ask me where am i.. Then i told her I'm with Jie at Compass point just finish shopping.. Then she was saying she come over to Compass Point and meet us then i told her don't need we meet together at Bugis MRT coz she is meeting Jeff(Her friend where we met on Wednesday) at Bugis.. So she say ok loh.. Then me and jie took bus to bugis and we where early and wait for Baobei.. So Jie wanted to smoke and i pei her go up and let her smoke and then i call uncle say i wanna catch Mid-night and go home late and he agreed.. After waiting awhile Baobei call my HP and say she reach liao.. Then i walk down and look for her.. And Jie walk far behind from me and Baobei ask me where her JieMei i bluff her say die liao she say don't give her this kind of answer she don't like.. Then they both walk far in front of me and leave me alone behind loh.. Haiz.. Then i passed the present i bought at Compass Point and she ask me why give her and what occation is it? And i told her coz that day she told me the shou lian wanna torn liao then she say is shou lian ma not necklace then i say never mind loh i take back give other girl le loh.. She like say she want.. Hehe.. She was so happy loh.. And i bought her the medicine cream to apply it on her hand the scar she cut herself where it's on her hand very long le.. And give her Sean Wong de album with his signature want and written there DEAREST DAISY.. And she was like very very happy also loh.. Haha.. And she talk on the phone with Sean awhile where Sean is at Hong Kong.. Hehe.. She was like very happy loh.. We walk past a shop and she told me that shop selling The Lord Of The Ring de ring that she wanted but close le but the door is open half then i swoop in and ask is they selling it and i want silver want and they say yes they have and i told them i come back other day and buy it.. Then i ask Baobei not to buy coz i will buy it for her.. After that we walk around Bugis Market and shop shop she bought some shou lian for herself also.. Hehe.. I joke and say her hand will drop off as her both hands with a lots of it liao.. Then she say i very bad.. Keke.. Me not bad what coz I'm just stating the truth only loh.. Hehe.. Then we walk forward and she saw those little cute cute hamster and she say very cute and etc.. Keke.. She more cute loh.. Hahaha.. Walk back to Bugis MRT looking for ATM that she wanna withdraw money then i told her i wanna go Monks ask them pei me go then at Raffles Place there can withdraw money also.. Then she say ok loh.. But she wanna go SOS but i asked her to pei me go Monks.. Then she withdraw money liao we walk to Monks together.. Woohoo.. Saw all my buddies there sia.. Hahaha.. So miss them.. Stay there till 1.30am sia.. Nelson now is my brother liao as in she is my Kor liao.. Keke.. She go round ask many people must look after me.. Keke.. Coz she know Janice they all wanna find fault with me and she ask LiLi to look after me too.. Diao.. I like so ke lian sia.. Haha.. Kor really a great and nice person.. Hehe.. Nelson-Kor damn funny and ke ai loh.. She say your(Pointing me) cai(Vegetable(Baobei)) very pretty... Haha.. Many of my buddies and friend's say Baobei very pretty and i tell them her heart more pretty.. Don't look at a person on it's look.. Leon(HaoWei) called me and chat and i scream at her on the phone coz i heard lots of complain about her saying people things behind people's back.. Now Nelson-Kor also wanna find Leon sia.. After seating outside awhile, we went in and seat at the pool table there and Jie and Baobei went up to stage and dance and after awhile Baobei come back to me and keep her jacket and ask me wanna go down dance with them not then i say anything ok loh.. Then i follow her and go up and dance loh.. Saw her smoking and well it's alright la.. Once in awhile.. I didn't drink coz i don't want myself to end up drinking liao then come sick again loh.. Scare liao.. I knew Baobei was drunk and after awhile she wanna went off liao then Kazaf wanna go toilet also and i saw Baobei outside like drunk drunk like that then i run to her ask her ok not she say yes where she is drunk.. And she scold foul also loh.. Haiz.. I really don't know what to do also coz i also cannot say her anything where I'm only her friend nia.. And Jeff came to Monks and look for her and i saw her holding his hand loh see liao really beh ta han lo.. Haiz.. It hurts me and make me feel heart broken loh.. I can't take it anymore then i went in and took my things and go off back to Tampines house and stay.. Talk to Jason-Kor on the phone awhile then hang liao i went to another room and sleep and before i sleep i sms Baobei but she didn't reply me at all.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i really hurt loh seeing you drunk and go off with a guy where you only know him for 1 week nia.. Seeing you holding his hand and he put his hand on your waist.. Are you attach to him?? I really can't sleep for the whole night loh.. I don't wanna lost you.. I really don't want... I really love you a lots and deeply.. Please don't do this to me can?? I already suffered a lots liao loh.. Don't leave me just like this can?? ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna end here and continue blog for 10 Jan de blog le..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, January 10, 2004.
Erm today nothing much happen.. Just done what i swear in front of Baobei that i wash my hand on going to the lesbian channels.. Coz alway's have problem with people.. She ask me to be more PEACE.. And i promised her.. If i really love her, i gonna do what i have promise her and never break my promise... Yap..
She sms me this morning when she wake up, she said she really enjoy and happy when she is with me yesterday.. And etc.. Well, at least she will sms me.. Saw the CD on my living table.. It's Sean Wong de album for Baobei de.. Sean promise me and Baobei to get her his album and he did.. He keeps his promise... I have my copy of his album last year.. And it's i bought it from his company de.. Now he give free want.. So sad la.. Kekeke.. It's his 2 year's ago de 1st album.. Well, his 2nd album coming out soon.. Baobei, sure wanna get his 2nd album de.. Waited for such a long time for his 2nd album too.. After knowing him for 2year's.. That's long sia.. Meeting Baobei tomorrow, will give her this supprise that i get her this album le.. Kekeke... Will let her talk to Sean on the phone tomorrow and also to let her thank's Sean for his album.. Let her enjoy and be more happy.. Ever since.. I myself found out something.. Everytime she meet me or see she i will give her at least a small supprise de and make her keep laughing and smiling where she alway's do too.. Hehehe.. I love to see her smile.. Really great.. I love her a lots... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") So miss you today.. Can't wait to see you again tomorrow... Really excited and can't wait to see you... Miss you a lots.. Muackz... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna Sleep soon.. Gonna save and recharge my energy for tomorrow meeting her and our dates.. Keke..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Thursday, January 08, 2004.
7 Jan 2004 - Belated Blog!
Went out with Pat-Jie and then meet Baobei at Chinatown MRT there.. While waiting i saw the guy(Gay) i met when i last went to Mad Monks.. His name is Sean.. Kekeke... Nice name man.. Well, talk to him awhile then he need to rush off to meet his another friend... Then after awhile, Baobei come liao.. Coz she lost her way to the MRT station after seeing doctor with her mum at Chinatown.. She so blur like SOTONG loh.. Kekeke.. She called Jie and ask her where are we and she can't find the MRT station where is just in front of her loh.. But after awhile she saw it then we waited for her and she finally came.. So miss her and finally can see her le.. After that, we walk and wanna go for lunch and i decided to go Yan Palace and eat where they say ok then i bring them and walk there then when reach there Yan Palace is close le.. Close for break till 6pm.. So sad.. So we took cab to Maxwell Market and eat KimLi(JingLi) mom's de food at Maxwell Market.. Her mother selling Wu Xiang.. Very nice loh.. Famous wan loh.. Aunt talk to me also about JingLi and etc.. I promised aunt i will call JingLi when I'm free and talk to her.. After that we went to KTV, it's near by to the market also.. The two BIG lady hor.. Really like mad loh when we are in ktv.. Baobei sing quite nice and this is my first time hear her singing loh.. Really cute loh.. Haha.. I'm Loving It.. Kekeke.. Damn fun when in ktv.. We 3 damn high and i sing till i low batt no more voice to sing anymore.. Then the 2 Big ladies can keep sing from 5pm to 8pm loh.. This 3 hrs we really enjoy sia... Baobei apologize to me about that day de sms and i asked her will she give me another chance to start over again to jio her and wait for her, and i won't like other people who force people for answer and etc wan which i didn't do this to her also.. Then she say see how loh see how i goes loh.. Well, it means she is giving me chances loh... So happy loh.. After ktv we were trying to walk in the crowded place and they both bought some food and eat while walking to Lucky Chinatown.. Bought those round walfer, curry fishball, red bean kueh and shark fin.. Eating while walking.. I was laughing both of them like baby need nanny to feed each other and in the end i become their baby and they both feed me sia.. Hahaha.. This is how i end up after laughing at them.. Went to Lucky Chinatown and pei Baobei and look for her friend at a Magic shop there working de.. Then took some pic there to then walk to Chinatown Point while waiting for Baobei de 3 friend to come.. Took few pic's at with Baobei and Jie.. After that we went Coffee Bean and seat and rest have some coffee and relax.. They both use my HP and took lots of pic in my HP.. Damn cheeky leh.. Went to a KTV-Pub with her friend's too.. Her friend Jeff they only know each other not only 1 week... Diao.. None of my business to interfere who's her friend or who are they la coz i no right to care even if I'm her stead.. I got scolded from Baobei too.. For concerning her got wrong?? She was like moody and i ask her is she ok not she ask me to shut up and don't talk to her.. And after awhile she sms me say she know what she's doing and i got no control over her.. Haiz.. I never control her loh.. I'm just showing a friend concern to her loh.. Why she wanna like this think and say loh.. It's very hurtful loh.. And i don't mind she vent her anger on me loh as long as she happy can liao loh.. Carol called me and pei me talk on the phone where she know i am down and gonna lost control le.. I was talking to Carol till i can't take it anymore and i cried out and feel very pain loh.. I really don't what to do loh.. Why is she so angry and i can't even care and concern about her.. I really can't control myself loh and i cry till like die father die mother like that loh.. Coz i really scare to lost her.. I don't to lost her loh.. I really really love her like mad loh.. I never cry for a person till so mad loh.. This is the first time loh.. Really mad loh.. Then Pat-Jie walk come out and see what happen to me and i told her how i feel loh.. Then we walk across the road to opposite and talk loh... Then there's a fat ass irritates me and i was like damn pissed and wanted to beat him up.. Haiz.. Jie stop me and talk to me and trying to control me and my temper.. Went off without a word... Coz i can't face Baobei after crying.. Then Jie pei me take cab and till i get into the cab le then she go off and pei Baobei.. I sms Baobei telling her sorry and etc and she replied me that she is worried and i leave without a word.. And asked me what happened and i didn't do it in purpose that i lied to her it's my family problem and she reply me again that anything go to her and Jie and they will try to help and lent me their listening ear.. But what i want is her not only her listening ear.. Jason-Kor called me and ask me what happen to me coz Jie called her and tell her i got problem.. And Kor is worry about me too so she called me loh and ask me loh, but i tell her nothing really nothing and i told her to talk online loh.. Then i went off to shower... After shower, i receive a call which i don't know the number where the caller is Baobei and the number is Jie de dad de number.. And i still can ask her who is she and she say "I'm your Baobei.. Can't u reconise my voice?" and i was like oh ok sorry i thought is the friend i dislike.. Coz she really sound different and i seldom talk to her on the phone too.. And she asked am i ok? And etc.. And she ask me go Monks with her and i say i can't and she say she don't care i must go so i told her i kenna pobation so can't go home late and she say oh yah hor that she forgot.. Then she say she can meet me earlier go other places loh.. Then i told her ok loh.. Yap, after avoiding me and being cool towards me for the period of time and now she finally treat me back as normal le and i really happy loh.. At least she care for me, and it's better than nothing.. Talk on the phone with Jason -Kor awhile coz she ask me if i wanna talk on the phone not so i did and she called me and we talk awhile loh.. After that i went off to bed le.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, thanks for everything... I really enjoy my day... Hope you enjoy too... I really love you and i really scare to lost you... Please don't leave me... I can't take the pain.. I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!! MUACKZ!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Should blog till here.. Spent really lost of time doing this blog.. Erm 2nd time liao le.. First time want lost info and i gonna redo all and all over i total spent le 8hrs+ to finish it.. Thanks for reading my blog..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Thursday, January 08, 2004.
Today very strange.. Funny also..
Happy -> Sad -> Happy -> Sad -> Happy -> Rock -> Happy(Till Mad) Happy that can meet her but in the end didn't meet.. Then she sms me at 6+ say she just wake up nia.. So late le.. Haha.. Was sad.. BUT!!! She ask me pei her go watch movie tomorrow with her at 9.40pm that is 20mins away i told her can earlier then she say never mind and then later she say she don't want to watch already liao.. She sounds angree/dissapointed loh.. Haiz.. I really hate and blame myself.. For can't do anything for her or make her happy.. I am so useless.. Kenna pobation can't pei her.. Damn sad loh.. Can't god give me more time to spend with her and be with her loving each other??? God, please don't play le.. I really love her a lots.. From the bottom of my heart.. I really sincere and wane with her and love her for the rest of my life.. No matter what, i will still love her and wait for her.. Care, Love and etc.. Won't leave her behind me.. She is my ONE AND ONLY!!! I, Jaye Jazz, willing to love DAISY for the rest of my life, no matter what happen or what going on.. Will care and take her as my wife for my life.. GOD, GIVE ME THE POWER OF LOVE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After that, Pat-Jie told me that she will meet Baobei and Baobei ask me to ask me along with them.. So happy loh.. Hehe.. I gonna get it from Jie tomorrow loh and also from Baobei ba if Jie complain to her of what i done and bully her.. Was very mad at Princeboy also.. Don't say le.. Lenon and i was damn happy and keep laughing in irc.. Haha.. Coz i shoot and scolded Princeboy.. Which Lenon don like him de.. Of coz i will help lenon la.. Lenon my friend longer than Princeboy loh.. Haha.. I will cut short blogging for today coz i gonna go bed soon coz tomorrow gonna wake up early... Pat_Jie now waiting for me to finish blogging and ask me go and sleep.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") BAOBEI!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!! THE POWER OF LOVE OF MINE HAVE GIVEN TO YOU!!! Haha.. I really do very love you very much.. I really don't want just because only Jo, you avoid me and reject me.. Hope you will think over about it and don't avoid me anymore.. I don't rush you for answer, and i don't rush you to be attached to me now what.. Maybe after your graduation of studie and everything comfort down first.. I didn't say now or what.. As long as you are willing give me the change to wait or woo you... I will wait no matter how long.. No Matter what, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU!! This i repeated lots of time already.. Don't be stressed and don't be forced to one corner.. Take it easy and don't worry.. I won't make you suffer de.. As in, i won't like other's force you to one corner and etc for the ans de.. Just relax and let natural take it's cost for the both of us.. Yap?? Don't worry and don't be stressed, ok?? ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Going to bed le.. My Dearest Pat-Jie waiting for me to go to bed then she go..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, January 06, 2004.
Nothing much.. Just as normal loh.. Happy day for me... Quite happy nia.. Dad wanna give me money go buy my items.. But only give half, as he scare i over spend and he say still got 3 more weeks to go take time..
Evening time, took cab back to Tampines house visit dad and go to my sideline store find CheeHeng for printing my new irem celender doing it and was rush so didn't done my work in time as too busy and many customer and his wife came when i'm doing my work so as not to make people wait i told CheeHeng i will do it another day.. Thought wanna finish it today so that i can pass it to Baobei.. Haiz... Well, sure got chance de ba.. Gonna do a birthday unique and Du Yi Wu Er de birthday card just for her, i will take and spend more time on focus with doing it.. Well, coz our new product item come out liao.. We doing Card and Book-Mark as well.. Went back to shop and talk with uncle too.. He talkd to me awhile that asking me am i working now and etc.. Well, he is trying to help me and wanna me to go back to his comapny which is back to optical line to work for him again.. But he don't dare to say as he scare i reject his offer.. As he keep hinting me and i keep acting blur don't wanna talk much.. Dad agreed to let me have a chalet on my birthday this year but i gonna save up myself and he will only play a little for me.. At least he agree loh, better than he alway's say no or say don't need celebrate.. Haiz.. Which is once a year why don't he let me celebrate loh.. I know his birthday uncle every year celebrate for him and mum too loh.. Me, i have to do it myself and even have bad birthday loh.. I really hate it lo.. They are lucky and i'm not.. I thought i have the cash coz i gonna save up for Valentine Day and Baobei birthday.. Thinking of opening a chalet for her which i alway's wanted and also wish she would agree to spend this Valentine Day with me.. If she agree, then this would be my 1st valentine day i am celebrating... Hope she will give me the chance to spend this Valentine Day together... Remember the last few year's de Valentine Day i'm all alone.. And last year was more worse that i lost Jolene and been throw alone behind and cry.. All past now, hope this Valentine will be a nice Valentine... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, will you give me a chance to spend this Valentine with you? I really wish you would give me and chance.. Really.. Will you?? ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Nitez.. Gonna sleep early tonight.. Having dating with ahem and ahem.. Haha.. Nitez~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Monday, January 05, 2004.
Today ar??? Nothing loh.. Still rushing on my reports and works only.. Been quite busy this few day's coz of my management de press conference coming and reclude new artist as i'm the 1st artist of the management.. As a senior, i gonna be involve many thing as the boss arrange me to do so.. Well, no pay de but at least it's my pleasure and my dreamz and hobbies... Gonna go and rest now liao.. Tomorrow gonna prepare lots of thing's blog tomorrow and tell you..
("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i am so happy that you chat with me in msn even Jason-kor is in the msn conference with us.. Feel great.. Love your story you edited in my friendster that you sent me.. Thanks a lot.. I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~JaYe's still sick.. Nitez~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Sunday, January 04, 2004.
Nothing much happening leh.. Went to Admiralty see doctor and bring the new house key for granny after that went off liao.. Nothing much happening.. But at night was rather busy doing my document's for new project's that coming along my way to be done... While doing work there's 2 bloody lame people saying me hum and suaning me wor.. Saying me no future, and well it's none of their business on what i wanna do right? Well, forget it... People say i childish but they never think of themself... So CHEAP right?? People wanna make me cripe.. See how bad.. Let it be.. It's a sin and they will get punished by god sooner or later.. Kill me if they wanna too.. People say me childish of wanna fight and etc and they are childish too.. Know why?? Coz they wanna be kpo and wanna fight back too.. They childish.. Erm, fight got what to do with education and skills?? At least better than them gonna spend and waste time in PIZZA HUT!!! And at least i have the skill on dealing and deal customer business.. Do they?? Nope right.. Erm, they wanna compare it's their business and problem.. Well, i should wait and see... See who ended up in court.. Well, my parent's can't really afford to employ lawyer or backing but at least my dad got people help me.. Let me tell u lamer's, you are not fit to be my opponent to fight and compare with.. I'm not educated but at least i have the knowledge in dealing and make up people end up in home and jail.. Try it.. This is not hum-ji this is well and good on dealing LAMERS.. Bear this in mind ok... And also it's childish and bo liao that you take in and interfere people's relationship to interfere the matter that it's none of it's problem and business.. Do you believe i will get the bloody old man who stay with me to arrest you up??
Friend's, know why i am toking about it in the childish way?? Coz they are too childish then me.. Where they will tak cok till the end of their life.. Such a ignorent people we can heck care.. Don't was time on them.. People say i'm hum man.. Tell them and let them know if you know my past record on dealing all this thing and how those people end up..Threatening is not the way to solve problem.. Only people who wanna be MORE CHILDISH then me will do it.. Well, let all stop wasting time on it.. People say they are smart so let's see how smart they are loh.. We seat aside and watch and see how good they are... Touching and beating them up can't solve the problem and you will only dirty your hand.. My uncle is right man.. Well, let's put thing aside and enjoy our day's and new year... Good news that, dad and uncle gonna register for me to go further studies as i am gonna complete and take over their work.. So, i should keep my record white and clean.. Going oversea sooner or later.. Also don't need much friend.. I only need my rocky friend's.. Yeah.. Right ROCKY 13?? The 13 of us is the best of all... Thanks for the ROCKY13 we have.. Alway's deal our own prob.. And too bad i'm the youngest rocky sia.. ROCK.13 will love the ROCKY12 FOREVER!!! Woohoo.. Mad liao.. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Invitation for ROCKY13, Hey Guy's.. My uncle (Ben) invited you to his Police Force Management at his department on the sms date stated for party and training for preventing and be their backing.. Get what it mean and for more details call him for more info to attend.. I'll be there too.. See ya guys there.. Miss You alway's... +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Should blog till here le ba.. So tired and still sick and not feeling well... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") BaoBei, i so miss you badly.. Hope you enjoy the new year and the coming chinese new year.. Will love you alway's Jaye Miss Daisy!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Good Nite~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, January 03, 2004.
Whole day at home didn't went out.. Coz i'm too sick..
Wake up by BaoBei de sms.. So happy to see her sms.. Till i get very energitic.. Woohoo... She sms ask me am i and Pat-Jie going to Monks not... Haha.. And at least a smile behind the sms.. And she ask me to help her ask Jie going not.. At least she show concern on me too.. Coz i'm sick and she know's.. Hehe.. Coz this is partly why i don't go out and i am under pobation for the time being no date stated coz uncle is a CID police inspector.. So he will decide when to let me off loh.. Well, also never mind la.. Better then i alway's go out and hang till late night ever since i stay at Toa PaYoh.. I rather under pobation than going back to Tampines house and stay with my irritating parent's.. Went house downstair's awhile to get some drinks and batteries for the tv remote... Haiz.. So boring man.. Watch tv also nothing to see.. watch from 5.45pm-6.30pm and 8pm-10pm and that's it.. the rest of the time online and rot nia... Haiz.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") So miss you.. Wish to see you soon... I really hope that on my birthday you will be free to pei me and celebrate my birthday with me... And your birthday is coming too... I wish i can spend my time with you and celebrate your birthday with you on your birthday.. Will you give me this 2 chance?? I hope you will... I really hope we can spend more time together.. I ment it... I won't break my promise to you and will do it.. Hope you will give me a chance and give me trust... I won't betray you too.. No matter what, no matter to Pacific Ocean, I WILL STILL FIND YOU AND LOVE YOU!!! This i ment it... I want you to know, no one would have done what i done and dare to do for you.. I'm the ONE AND ONLY JAYE is there for you and everything... I MISS YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Gonna go sleep now.. Going to doctor tomorrow.. Too sick and too weak liao... Gonna die soon..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Friday, January 02, 2004.
HAPPY 2004!!!!
Woooohoooo!!!!! May all your wish come true and walk along the smooth road all the way till the end of your life... Love you guys... With love, Jaye Jazz ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Went out to Tampines home to meet parent's to annual company and family dinner with everyone... Reach there liao i meet Hyuk-Di for short meal at coffee shop near our Tampines house area.. Treated her the meal and she treat me drink... Not bad la huh.. Went round to buy dad and mum's food coz they haven't eaten for the whole day... Bought rice for mum and popiah for dad... Hyuk-Di and me playing and hide dad's food pretend we can't find the food he wanted to eat and dad keep laughing and smiling.. Well, dad hate Acitive's and Bung's but don't know why dad still can smile and laugh with Hyuk-Di.. So wierd leh my dearest dad... After buying their food, me and Hyuk-Di went to Uncle 5 de house play with the monkey's.. Haha.. Me and Hyuk-Di playing with my cousin's Colin, Calvin and Deborah.. Ryan was sleeping so didn't get the chance to see him.. They seems to like Di a lots also.. Diao.. Hehe.. Di sing Westlife de song also.. Sounds really great and nice.. Haha.. Went to playground and play with them awhile after that Di went home liao, so i bring all of them to shop there and play... Coz nearby across the road there reach liao.. Today, i be optician for 2hours from 6.30pm to 8.30pm.. Damn busy sia.. Many customer coming in.. Well, i showed and use my optician work again after stop doing it for almost 3 years.. Then close shop liao, dad, mum and Paul took cab to East Coast Long Beach there and Uncle 4 de wife drive me to her house and fetch her mum and my 2 cousin Roy and Mark together to East Coast.. Damn full and abit drunk loh.. Argh.. Feeling sick now.. Erm, Leepo didn't go but her sister went... Diao.. Many people is there loh.. Wenny, Jasmine, Alex, Melissa, Candy, LiKuan, Allan, Paul and all putlet staffs loh.. New outlet de staff i don't know them so i didn't talk to them also.. All uncle 2, 3, 4 and 5 went also loh with their family.. Every cousin also go only sad Serene my pass away de cousin not there.. Haiz.. So miss her loh.. And my dasao(HuiLing aka Zoey) is they with my 2 little cute nephew Sabestian and Celester... Having 3rd baby inside liao giving birth in March soon.. My yandao de brother(Adrian) after work rush down too.. Haha.. Coz he take care of the outlet at Queenstown.. Cool loh.. Really great.. We keep suaning my father lo till he bo wey gong loh.. It's great and fun sia.. BUT!!! Too bad Baobei not there.. Those who know me a crook there wanna see Baobei but no chance.. Wanted to call Baobei go want but i scare and also she is going to school and busy too.. Haiz... So sad loh.. Saw China star HuBin at the Long Beach resturant where he is in the same resturant with us.. He damn tall loh.. Wear sunglass also.. Night time still wear sunglass later can't people thought he blind sia.. Lolx.. After that, uncle 5 drive his family home liao, he drive me back to Toa PaYoh house.. Well, it's the family occation so uncle accuse me didn't scold me and etc for being home late.. Reach home at 1am manz.. Still lots more de but i try to cut short coz too long no one wanna read my dearest bloggy le.. Keke... Other day ba.. Damn tired also.. Fall sick again too.. Du Zi not feeling good again.. They say too much air inside ba.. Aunt advise me to see doctor tomorrow.. Coz i eat a little nia full liao and after that du zi feel heavy and suan suan wan then wanna vomit after that and also feel breathless too... And also alway's don't wanna eat... Aunt scare anything happen to me.. Well, i'm fine want.. Don't worry.. Gonna go rest now.. Tomorrow gonna go to clinic and see doctor ba if i don't feel better.. Gonna shut down compter after typing bloggy and checking and replying e-mails... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") So wish you were there having fun and dinner with me and everyone... But you are not there... When i miss you in my heart, yet you don't know i'm everywhere missing and thinking of you... Thinking of you, wo you ni zhen hao.. Missing you, my heart will alway's there missing you.. Loving you, is the rest of my life... This may be silly and stupid but it's the meaning of Thinking of you, Missing you and Loving you... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Good Nightz~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Thursday, January 01, 2004.
Went out with Ah Gu-Di to Compass Point to pierce my ear and shopping.. Went to 77th Street to pierce my ear cool.. Damn pain sia coz they pierce the same place i pierce last time and it's really very pain that i pain till keep singing "Ah Gu jiu ming ar.." then Ah Gu-Di keep saying i siao and noisy... That naughty MoooMooo keep suaning me also sia.. Well, at least better than the di i had last time 2 headed snake and betray me shoot me even infront of anyone which she should be helping me.. Well, can say that di no use want, wasted my efford helping and loving that di so much still celebrate her birthday for her alone where she is lonely on her birthday...
Well, really have lots of fun with Ah Gu di.. After piercing we went to the toilet play water.. Keke.. We still young can't blame hor.. I keep disturb di say wrong toilet liao.. Haha.. After that, i treat her to Pizza Hut.. She ordered pizza and i ordered pasta... And we were like talking and playing and i was disturbing the waitress there and Ah Gu-di say she chio which i don't really agree and then i keep suaning about Ah Gu-di de tease on chosing and liking things.. Haha.. Baddie me.. Know what?? Actually Ah Gu-di de birthday actually falls on the same day with me and some more we are brother's loh.. We decided to celebrate together and i will open chalet... So fun loh.. We sharing birthday cake also.. See, we both so good hopefully our brothership wont be like me and jeff ba.. Gu and Tingx my best di's.. *Higgiez and Sayang them* After our meal at pizza hut, we went shop shop awhile.. Went to Watson buy binder then after that we walk to take LRT to Rivervale Mall shop shop awhile coz Ah Gu-di don't wanna go home early but in the end the train delay and di feel hot and don't wanna wait anymore so we decided to go off to Compass Point awhile more then go her house scan my latest pic taken on friday with Baobei... Went to di's house.. Kaoz.. Damn nice and big loh.. How i wish i have such a nice house and she say not nice sia.. Wentthey need more design and decoration then it would be more nicer.. After scanning the photo i go off liao coz her mum going home.. Took bus to Compass Point and change 159 to Toa Payoh interchage to collect aunt de watch then went NTUC buy some milk which aunt ask me to buy for her and bought 2 bottles of breezer and some drinks home.. And i'm all alone at home sia.. So i went for cool shower and wash the new binder.. After that switch on pc awhile and then watch tv and smsed in the dedication thingy and many people saw the sms and everyone was like call me and sms tell me they saw my msg to them and Baobei and also for #TarzMusic.. When tv comerciali loggin on pc awhile and take a look and i saw many new chatter's in my channel which they saw my msg on tv and come in and look for me and was too busy at that time that everyone private msg me and ask and chat.. LOLX.. Then went show finish i off the tv and come back online reply all msgs and start blogging which is now.. Opps.. Left out.. Sarah called me when i watching the show and wish me happy new year where she is the only one and first friend who call me up and wish me.. So happy, touched and shock.. She was like erm laughing at me saying how come i like this funny.. Haha.. Actually no la Sarah.. I'm touch and supprise that you actually called me and wish me.. Thanks.. So touch and sweet of you.. THANKS!!! I LOVE YOU!! Keke.. As a good friend ok?? Hahaha.. *Huggiez Sarah* Happy New Year peeps!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, Happy New Year!!! May all your wish come true and success on everything you do... I LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~So tired now.. Gonna go sleep now.. Tomorrow i gonna go uncle 4 and dad's de Optical shop company dinner with all their employee's and my mum... I gonna dress up shuai shuai and look fresh with nice dress-up too.. If not throw their face.. Haha.. I wanna look FRESH and COOL.. Woohooo... Me so thick skinned sia...~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Wednesday, December 31, 2003.
Went out to Grand-auntie house at SengKang.. Meet aunt there too coz she went out early and see doctor then went Grant-auntie house and let Grand-auntie massage for her... Then they both bring me to Compass Point to shop for cloths..
Bought lots of cloths then after that went for dinner then me and aunt went off together to Chinatown and shop... Took bus but aunt took the wrong but so we drop off at Habour Front then take MRT from there back to Toa PaYoh.. Too many to say, so i cut short blog till here le la.. Quite busy reply messagers and doing some researching on preparing on my irc channel gathering and my coming birthday in March... Have a early preparing on it so that i can handle those stuff.. Scare it might be crush on those school day.. So, am rather worry about it now.. Hope it can be a success on it ba.. ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") Baobei, i really miss you and love you... I really don't wanna lost you... I can't afford to lost you... It's hurt's me deep in my heart and still i'm loving you and missing you no matter of what thing and no matter of what happen.. My love for you is TRUE... My love for you will never dies.. No matter what, i'll be there for you.. I still love you like the past and miss you as much as the the past... Love for you getting deeper and much... I'm missing you now... I LOVE YOU!!!!!! DON't GO DON'T LEAVE ME!!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~Blog till here.. Gonna continue busy and do my thingy liao.. Going to sleep soon..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Tuesday, December 30, 2003.
Well, kenna pobation is damn pitty manz.. But, went out today and was home at 9.55pm... Meet Calvin for chat and went to Far East to meet Cheryl-Mei with Calvin to pei her meet those bitches who wanna create trouble for her.. Knn... Haha.. Calvin carry me infront of Cheryl-Mei loh at town while walking to Far East loh.. Damn funny can.. Saw Sam Chua also.. LOLX.. Calvin damn playful also loh play my hp till left 2 bars batt from full bar.. Diao keep taking pics of herself and laugh like mad.. Damn funny loh..
After that, pei Calvin go meet the girl she like then i go off to Simei see Ah Gong but at Simei East Point went to YanLing(My 4 years de Best Friend, she's a stright) de working place to find her awhile and chat loh.. JingQing is there wor the china bung sia.. Woohooo.. After going to Yanling working place, walk to hospital and visit Ah Gong.. Been almost a week never go and see him le ba... So bo xin de me.. Well, can't blame la.. I ok not bad liao better tham other's cousin never even go ok.. Only me and Ah Loong alway's go nia loh.. Fair to us?? Ah Gong is everyone de loh, why being unfair and treated this way to Ah Gong loh.. Ah Gong also treat me bad in the past what by not caring and dislike me and etc what, but still i care for him and etc loh... Called Ah Loong, aunt and uncle 3 ask where were then and they was on the way there to see Ah Gong.. This Ah Long also damn greedy man.. Nurse gave Ah Gong 1 milo and a pc of breay then aunt say not enough then i ask for another pc then this toopid Ah Loong help Ah Gong eat 1 ps sia.. Idiotic and greedy asshole man.. Greedy for Ah Gong's money daily also loh.. Went off alone to Tampines house alone taking cab... Went and find my sideline business partner CheeHeng and dad also.. Many customer today sia.. Haha.. Got one customer a gonna be in sec.1 soon de girl with her sister wanna take neoprint photo from us, you know what they did?? She ask me for number where she say i'm cute and etc where makes me puke and took quite a lots leh... Her little sister more cute and funny.. Say me and Baobei perfect match somemore coz CheeHeng use me n Baobei de pic do as sample.. So happy many people say us perfect match but in the end we didn't end up together loh.. SADZ!!! Then after that many customer come on any we were like busy like hell man.. Finally we close stall liao at 9pm and rush to buy dinner for dad and mum then watch tv awhile with dad... He gave me $50 where he know i wanna buy cloth's and etc.. So nice and sweet de dad sia.. Well, now under this bloody pobation i am damn sick and tired man.. gonna respect and listen to all the bloody rule man.. Bloody women sms me for this and that and wanna fight saying me hum ji using pobation to tell lies man.. What the hell man, indeed i'm really on it want.. And what to do right?? Fuck her off sia.. So, do Jeff not a hum ji?? If she is not why won't she come out and also why ask people help her?? Bo liao right?? Well, just leave it man.. Not so free to entertain them man.. After pobation i will go if she want man.. Calvin just call me sia.. She is damn pissed and hot of what Janice done man.. No my business liao.. ~Should blog till here liao.. Damn pissed and tired now... Very busy also.. Gonna continue doing my work liao.. Take care..~ -= To Be Contiinue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Monday, December 29, 2003.
What a FREAKING day i am going on... Going crazy and mad soon...
Jo-ErZi damn pissed at me since just know that she know that i like Baobei... Argh.. Thing's i don't wanna happen had happen now.. Basket.. Shit me.. What a ASSHOLE i am man... What the hell loh... WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? loh... Argh... *JAYE CRIES* +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Baobei, Why are you doing this to me loh?? What did i done wrong?? Loving you is a crime?? Just because of Jo you wanna do this?? A good friend of your's nia you wanna listen to her not to be a lesbian?? What the hell loh?? If she is really sincere to be your good friend and care for you she won't interfere and won't force you to turn stright liao loh.. Good friend alway's support one anther to do and go on which it's not a crime or bad thing's loh.. Just because of this you wanna be a good friend of mine caring each other nia?? Why can't i love you?? Don't you think it's unfair?? Why you wanna bother what people think and bother?? As long as you are happen and like it can liao loh.. Why wanna make thing's till like this?? How much i love you and care for you don't you know it and feel it??? Your heart is fake want isit?? When you are not in Singapore for 2 weeks how must i suffered and miss you, do you know it?? Everyone sawing me suffer and missing you madly... WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? WHY you wanna do this to me?? Why am i deserve to be treated in this way?? I changed for you so much don't you feel it?? Don't you see it?? Why you wanna do this to me loh... WHY??? FAIR anot?? How much i love you everyone know loh.. Don't tell me you don't know and can't feel it.. Loving you is a crime isit?? NO MATTER WHAT"S YOUR ANSWER, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU!!! +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Jo, i will remember what you done and said man.. Alway's you make me end up like this.. 1st was Joyce and now is Daisy... Kaoz.. What you want loh.. Can't i love her?? Even so what she's your good friend?? Loving her and attach to her is a crime isit?? Kaoz Eh!!! Fair to you then how about me?? YOU alway's think about yourself and how about me?? FAIR NOT?? ~JaYe~ JAYE, YOU BLOODY LOSER... BLOODY ASSHOLE.... YOU ARE A FOREVER BIG LOSER... YOU ARE USELESS MAN... FUCKER.. GOOD FOR NOTHING.... SPUER BIG LOSER!!! ~JaYe~ ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") I really bo wey gong now... Give me time to cool down first... Not matter what's your answer, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU!!! ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") *JAYE CRIES* ~No mood blogging now... Take care peeps..~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Sunday, December 28, 2003.
Just wake up from bed.. After blogging just now sleep till now, wake up lots of time where i can't breath and etc... Can't wake up from the bed where i have loys of sms and missed calls.. No one at home some more almost died if i don't try to wake up from the bed to solve my problem.. Damn headach now and dizzy.. Trying my best to blog till the end.. I think i having heart problem also, maybe try and see how tomorrow still not recover then should go hospital for check up.. Shouldn't have drink so much also.. Vomited what i eat for supper and breakfast.. Now still having gastric sia.. Haiz..
All just because of i drink too much.. Won't be drinking too much anymore if not next time if Baobei founds out, she sure angry want coz i never listen to her never take good care of myself.. From now onwards, i wanna take good care of myself liao.. I've learn my lesson of not taking good care of myself.. Sorry Baobei, hope you won't angry with me and please forgive me... ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") SO miss you loh.. This few day's me will blog abit nia coz really sick to blog.. Well, don't think you will read my blog also... Only my other friend's nia, coz u don't know my blog also... For friend's read also good... I really miss you and love you.. Don't wanna lost you like my past.. Think what i mean and how much i love you, you should know ba?? ("v") JaYe Love DaIsY ("v") ~SICK! SICK! SICK! Can't blog too much also.. Take care.. Gonna go bed again...~ -= To Be Continue =- JaYe caught a falling star on Saturday, December 27, 2003.
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